OVER the MOON HAPPY

Got to talk to my Man this morning all the way from Italy
 surrounded by all those beautiful women and HE stills wants & misses little 'ol me..
from this gal's viewpoint, it Can't get much better than that !

oh wait
 yes it can...

I'm going to THIS:

with my WONDERFUL friend Micki

I cannot THANK & Good VIBE her ENOUGH as she got us the tickets all i have to do is drive there with my furry watermelon CeCe

 ROAD TRIP!!! 

lucky for me she LOVES driving in the car

and i KNOW how much fun I'm gonna have at our destination

so it's ALL GOOD!

oh and I get to celebrate my NEW JOB!!!

i busted hump for weeks, months and years

AND it is FINALLY all paying off in spades

Today is MY Friday so...

MY heart is FULL of:

Gratitude, Music, Good friends & Good Times

maybe a little booze too 

but

definitely

LOTS of Laughter, MUSIC and LOVE of life!!!

Hope EVERYONE of US has a GREAT Weekend!!

no matter what YOU do!!!

see Y'all on the Flip side

{I will try and take pics!}

Puss PUSS!!!

XOOXOOXO

sending out a bat call all the way to Italy...

...Voyez ce que VOUS faire pour moi?

Rentre à la maison pour moi BIENTÔT

can't sleep because YOU are so far away...

 

 

Good NIGHT!!!

but I just remembered I am going to L.A. for the FYF fest!!!

life is good @ the moment
but I am still missing YOU!
I know Italy is enchanting  but so am i...
XOOXOOX

Happy......

BUT.....

 

again ...

I guess I cannot have EVERY THING,

AT ONCE.

 

 

many naughty thoughts to you, "P"

 

XOOXXOOXO



I got the JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whooo HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

that is a Salary, Benies {that means I can see a DR & Dentist!}, paid Holidays and one day when i recover from chaos I can go back to school for free...

"PHEW!!!"

Now that, THAT is DONE

on to OTHER AWESOME things in my life
such as...

"P"

soooo wish you were HERE to celebrate with moi ...

I guess i can't have EVERYTHING ...
 "Tonight"

but

SOON

XOOXOOX

Pretty Please........?

Let today's final interview go well

and

that i GET the job!!!

Wish me LUCK

AND

Good Vibes...

i REALLY NEED/WANT them

ohh and I hope YOU ALL have a great DAY or night depending on where YOU are on this BIG globe of ours...

PEACE OUT!
XOXOOX

P.S.

......I don't know how...
and really, i don't NEED to know how

 or even the details of it all...

 i just FEEL....

 like it's ALL, and I do mean ALL things...

.... are gonning to work them selves out

And,

  ALL will be WELL in my life

 and 

my loved ones lives.....

i just need to be more patient.

cheers!!!!

" P "

 

“Who are we, who is each one of us, if not a combinatoria of experiences, information, books we have read, things imagined?”

~Italo Calvino, Six Memos for the Next Millennium

“If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart eventually your hearts will start beating at the same time. And two little babies in an incubator, their hearts will beat at the same time. Love that. So if you have somebody in your life that is prone to anxiety, like myself, and if you happen to be a calm person, you could come up and hug me heart to heart and my heart hopefully would slow to yours. And I just love that idea. Or maybe yours would speed up to mine. But either way, we’ll be there together.”

~Andrea Gibson

I am STILL Holding my head HIGH no matter HOW shitty this day has been...

... Here is to a MUCH needed FUN weekend!!!

i know it is NOT the weekend I planned but maybe THAT will turn out okay too...

Smiles and Good VIBES to all that read

XXOOXO

Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thank YOU NEW DAY! you are so needed...

yesterday SUCKED a bag of Dicks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and it was all on me..
my head was not in "the game"..any game

I had played too many games this last weekend and it caught up to me yesterday...BIG TIME
Yes some fall out this morning but not as bad as it could have been...

Amazing news coupled with impending NEED to do well on a REALLY important interview next week

JUST need to keep my shit contained and pretty for another WEEK...

have an amazing weekend planned for this AND next if you can believe it but i have a lot of shit to transverse BEFORE i get to ENJOY the fruits of my labor...

pretty sure this doesn't make anysense to anyone but me... but hey that is a step up from yesterday, as I did not even make sense to MYSELF!

my motto for today-- Just say YES

Cheers!!!!!

Friday can NOT come fast enough ....

Word UP!!! ....

“We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.”

—	-- Charles Bukowski i WANT / NEED more of YOU ...

YOU are sooo on my mind...

XOOXOXOX

My thoughts EXACTLY for TODAY, anyway ....

“What’s a fuck when what I want is love?” 
~ Henry Miller     

 

“My turn shall also come: I sense the spreading of a wing.”

—	Osip Mandelstam

Yeah, TODAY can be OVER any minute now....

all is NOT lost,

but
not as much has been found as I thought {......Hoped}.

bracing myself...

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

this Monday hasn't been so bad because...

Je vous avais dans ma tête toute la journée,

par conséquent, vous m'avait sourire presque toute la journée
Merci!

Ohhh and this one too .......

 

xooxoxooooxxx

hmmmmmm.....

YES, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pretty please?

xoxoxoo

Good VIBES!!!!!!!!

Happy Friday

Y'all

and especially to...

I miss YOU "P"

i can't {but will}wait for your return...

and i promise to only be a "Good girl" UNTIL your return ;)

it's better today...so far

here is to ALL of us having as stress free a day as possible...

yesturday was ENOUGH, THANKS!

Me ... today, ALL DAY

...seriously ME - GET a GRIP!!!

FYI...

drömmarna vi har / semi live.... inte alltid kommer helt sant...

inte någon roll vad vi försöker....

 

xxooxxx

To my Boys: ADAM, Mike, Bruce, and DAN "the MAN" and yes even Hatem.... the MEN who shaped & formed the MOST important parts of me...

forever you are my BOYS!!!!

Arf ARF ~ LOVE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU are SOOOOOOOO MISSED ADAM.

xxooxxooxo

.... i am sorry for your pain.