Update...

I have a few minutes left at work so I will update y'all in a less cryptic manner than usual.

These last 2 weeks have been WEIRD to say the least...
BOTH GOOD & semi Bad but weird none the less.

I am about to get a whole week (10days) off ~ PAID!!!!! can I say that again PAID! just like the good ol days when I had a good job years ago... ahhh somethings - no matter how long its been - STILL feel good.. RIGHT; let's just say getting "PAID" days off from work is one of them!

I have been able to keep most of my shit contained - for me - for it being the Holidays! as I am NOT a big FAN ... and next month are Birthdays....birthdays I would rather forget etc etc... nope I won't dewll there NO SIR!

I bought my Beach House, The Xx & Louis C.K. tickets which makes me EVEN more excited about the NEW YEAR!!!  this has been a dozy but in MANY MANY Good ways... I bellied up to many a bar (both literally & figuratively) and I think I made a lot of progress on ME- my thoughts, feelings - the WHOLE fucking 9 yards Man!!!! I Wasn't pleased with everything I learned about me & "LIFE" but ALL lessons well learned & necessary to go to the next plane..
 I see that NOW.

fuck to be honest I can tell now "i" was holding myself back because I was scared!... Scared to be a better person - scared to learn/fix/accept many parts of me.. instead of others;
 I lived LIFE.

I am sooo much more appreciative of my days and nights,
the people that make me happy
and
that I make happy as well...
cause I CAN do that,
 i have found...
and I can do it without giving away too much of me (like in the past)

So tonight
I go dance
 with friends
to ring in the Mayan New Year!!

Tomorrow
I go See my Tattoo Artist to plan out my last ink...
finishing an old piece, adding the next stage to another & last but NOT Least adding a NEW one for "ME"

YES, just for ME

 i really cannot wait I will have work done next week when I am off!!! Whoo Hooooo!
 I have not had this kind of need to get inked since I was "knee high to a grass hopper" (actually more like 9yrs) but as i have always said if you do not long for a tatt for at least a year than you probably should not get it!!!!

Then Sat night out with the girls to dance & drink our asses off!
Life is Good in the Hood at the moment - actually has been for a while

 I am VERY happy
I can See,
Feel 
&
 ENJOY it !!!!!

OHHHHH
 and tonight,
 hopfully I get to See/Feel/Play with my "Oz" ...
ahhh YES,

 the REALLY good stuff!