the weather outside was frightful....

so I ordered pizza {exciting because I haven't had it in ages, and I LOVE pizza...puts a smile on my face just typing the word-- Pizza.  It could save the world if people would just let it .... Give in, I did },

anyhoo, 

I mixed a few VERY good {if I may say so myself... and I just did because this is after all, my blog... he he he ....} and caught up with a good friend on the phone, watched a few movies I sorta wanted to see but didn't The Dilemma {actually kinda of funny and sweet gotta LOVE Vince Vaughn...or at least I do: Funny, Tall & Witty --THE tri-fecta, ohhh Hold up I guess not because he is also quite handsome --- a girl like me can only dream of all these qualities in ONE Man (thought i found it but not so/wrong time/was scared once I had it etc. etc....} much less find him walking the streets of my little slice of Hell here in AZ !!! he he he

but enough about this state as I do NO want to end on a bad note -- as soo many of my posts of late have been "debbie downers" -- sorry but as Popeye says "I yam what I yam!!!!"  I can't fake it when I am sad and I for SURE cant fake it when I am HAPPY!!!!

i long for inner contentment as I have known in the past- yes, most of the time these have been fleeting moments... sometimes they were on the side of a mountain, or getting lost in a book or in the arms/lips of another or in the understanding of a major thought/philosophy/song...
but I have come to realize lately that these are the things I draw on to get me through days like I have been having as of late....

this is what I hope i get for xmas.

gotta g to bed now
i have to teach a beading class tomorrow for the first time - YIKES {for them and me!!!! LOL!!!}...

wish me ~ THEM Luck !!!!
smiles