some of my friends that have been telling me to just smile more and shut my mouth more were RIGHT...
yes it is even painful to type it but it is true.
{also i think keeping up with my exercises has helped as well...just sayin'}
Sooo
I have been smiling more...even while walking the dog {foreshadowing...}
I have been going out more .... which sometimes SUCKS {and can be a total waste of time
but I still usually learn something each time I do it}
But more importantly, I have been in general ~ actively trying to be more positive about my thinking...the angles of which I look/observe/decipher something/someone, everything really... i tell myself being positive about little things will help me when I have to take the Huge leap and think positive about something BIG... {i'll keep you posted if it works!}
Danced on Friday with New friends that are always asking me to go out & i almost always punk out but I didn't this time & i had a really fun time...
Then Saturday went out late Saturday afternoon for some wine with an old friend from GRADE school who I have not been hanging out with much so it was nice to catch up with her and share many laughs... then got picked up on by a distinguished gentleman...the 1st older man that has turned my head much less kept my ear... so that was fun & and ego boost {in a very cool & different way than the usual club ego injection ~ as he made it clear I had BOTH of his heads turned on, instead of just the usual one}
then Sunday I finally met my neighborhood crush...
you know I just moved from a house to an apt more like a townhouse as there are only 6 units that are 2 story, 2bdrm, 1 1/2 ba with a little patio in front. Very sweet and just enough room for cece, chocolate & myself {and my crap}, a down size I was happy to make but now calls for a minimum of 4 dog walks a day/night...
hence I have patrolled my new hood and was delighted to find a VERY handsome {great ass, oh and smile} gentleman that lives on my block...
I have seen him come and go for a few weeks now...my smile getting bigger & bigger each time we see each other ~ we finally met Sunday night.
and it was awesome!
Deep voice to match his dark eyes to match his firm hand shake and smooth as silk laugh...{can you tell I enjoyed our encounter?}... yeah I kinda liked the WHOLE package....
and then Today... yet again our paths crossed and we got the chance to talk as he did his stretches, he had just finished his run when I was walking the dog...
and yes, once again I was VERY pleased with what my peepers were looking at...
AND what I was hearing, I could listen to his voice all night...
Anyhoo
I am trying to play coy and trotted off with the dog but soooo
hope I get to go dancing/ wine drinking...etc etc SOON!!!!!!!
therefore I leave you with this {an oldie but a goody for me}....
as Maxwell is MORE than fitting for this occasion
now off to do some extra leg lifts & crunches
Ciao!!!
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