Thank YOU!!!

period...


Explaination:
i  have the burning need to say
 thank you to the "Gods" {him/her/it/them} ...

i have have been shown much kindness and much generosity lately...
 even though i STILL feel as if I am free falling ....
at times it seems I have nothing ~ literally: no food, no money, no gas....etc. etc. etc. blah blah

and then...

I am showered with ohh so much ...
in front of me, around me, for me
and inside of me...

its sorta funny...and as I think on it...or over analyze it, as I always do...
the irony of it is... I did not give up
 I gave in...

I stopped panicking and stressing out like I was...focusing on only the bad...ALL the things I was out of, about to run out of ...but instead of staying in THAT place... 
 I put my faith in the thoughts that I will obtain the things I NEED not necessarily what I WANT...
and
 that happened...over and Over and OVER again!!!
CRAZY
and lastly but certainly not least

the patience factor to0...
which IS a biggie for me...as I have always struggled with timing of things...
meaning: what I think I NEED does not always come when "I" think i NEED it...
BUT rather,
 when I really do NEED it ... and not a second sooner...

i am realizing and proving to myself that...I am becoming more accepting of it....
don't get it twisted
 I am still scared sometimes... a lot of times...
 but
I can see the value in this Giving In instead of Giving up thing


full circle ~

THANK YOU for all of the Kindness, generosity and  knowledge  as of late

it is waaaaaay appreciated
and
{as you know} ironically enough ...NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and it will continue to be followed...
{no matter how hard or foreign it feels... most of the time}