Wishing vs. Willing...

                                         i wish i could forget you, like you have me.

                                                                May I borrow your mental eraser..?

                                               i NOW wish we had never met.

                                                                                     No. really.

                                           but clearly, my wishes do not come true.

 I'm counting on it Mr. Lewis...

i'm counting on it.

I get it,that I have to exist to make this a reality for myself...

so I make this pledge to ME:

if it is the LAST thing I do

I will find a way to make myself Happy, Healthier & Loved in a Positive way. 

as I re-read, what some could call a "cheesy" post, I realize that in all of my years on this earth, I have never made such a statement to myself as I guess I never felt deserving of health, happiness AND love all at once ... but I AM.

and even though others do not live by this but I will:

              “Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses.” - Confucius