Wednesday, January 4, 2012

can't sleep.. wanna sleep but

can't...
this blow up bed is not working this 2nd night
but it is only for one more night, I will stay at the new place tomorrow nite...
I will summon the strength to put my bed back together so I can sleep in MY bed tomorrow night but I just panicked that I do not remember what I did with all of the screws to put my bed back together....
so true to life i feel - especially when I am moving
 sheez this is why I cannot sleep my shit is all over the place in boxes... separated and crammed together, all at once..
things taken apart... other things wrapped up -- not breathing...disassembled...
 i know it's all here {and THERE}... but accounted for- just BOXED or Wrapped up...
waiting....
waiting to see if I will un box, and un wrap
to see if I will use it again,
un pack it even, much less put it back together...
making it whole,
making it useful
and beautiful, again...

okay I am putting my self to sleep with this dribble... i'll leave you with what I am listening to


and...
so we end on a lighter note

I will try this sleep thing again...

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