Malibu: the Good, the Bad and the Ugly....A la Les Killers

I was beyond excited for the weekend...
.... for the company I was to keep

The drive over Thursday was so nice it was amazing out the sky was beyond blue and I smiled for 6 and half hours straight as I am ALWAYS happy when I can LEAVE Arizona especially for the BEACH!!!!

got there -
had a wonderful evening.

woke up.. he brought me breakfast in bed then
 had a wonderful Friday ...
                    wandering around Malibu while my friend was finishing with work...

then we did dinner & wine at the Cabin we were staying at which was just amazing...

and then things got weird....

it is always the SHARE part that f*cks things up....

After hearing what he had been in love with - and STILL clearly longed for...
making me feel like this was the what he was REALLY saying to me....

but of course, little did he know I am a bit more like this....

Saturday night ohh around 2am was the DEAL breaker......

when I digest more why and how- the weekend went so wrong, I will explain more...

but lets us just say by 6:40am on Sunday morning I was packed & dressed

 and by 7am, CeCe & i were in the CAR... on our way back to AZ...

Lucky for me I had this song in my mind and heart....

 

as "he" would say, "It's ALL Good"...

and you know what

 it is...

weekends like this -

but more importantly, HOW i handled myself, on a weekend like this...

re assures me that...

I will find what I am looking for one day...

i know it

i'll make you a deal life... I will not give UP if you don't make me settle!!!!