I know it is the 2nd but really for me it is still the 1st

okay I know in real time it is almost 3am - trust me i feel it in every muscle I have
brain, arms, legs, heart, hands, feet, back, thighs, calves... every where
and it is not OVER

fuck it is sooooooo not even over...
tomorrow is actual move day...move heavy shit, rent big truck move heavy shit with my brother who hates me and is now lugging my heavy shit... with my mother standing over us stressing us both out..{cat & dog included!}.....
then unloading all of my heavy shit -- with the brother that hates me and a mother that will stand over us and stress the shit out of the BOTH of us {cat and dog included}....

good news: Cleaning is almost over except scrubbing floors & steam cleaning carpets after I move all of my heavy shit ...

wait good News: Hole in wall is fixed and looks great...that you very much to my drywalling skills
Bad News - the flippin heater stopped working and though I can deal as I still have my spacer heater from my Cali Coast life but I have to tell landlord not a good look when you are moving..but hey what the fuck - it was not me and right now I have bigger fish to fry!

Bad News I have to get up in 5 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good News: to bed with 2 glasses of wine in me knowing that this will ALL be over soon {not soon ENOUGH, but SOON}
but the BEST will be the dreams of Malibu that will lull me to sleep and get me through all of this

Look at me, with all of this, I am still welcoming in 2012 with OPEN Arms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who's with me?

Good NIGHT to us all...

pls note I did not edit this post yet so forgive me if you read and makes no sense...