Do we ever REALLY grow up?

This is a question that keeps popping into my tiny little head quite frequently these days...
{mainly because my birthday is right round the corner ... and I feel ancient!...} when I voice the number, I feel as if I am speaking of someone else...having an out-of-body experience.. like a a car accident of sorts

and yet
 this weekend I was running, laughing, shagging/hitting balls .... better than "the whipper Snappers" I was playing with at the park...
I can still put my legs behind my head,
my ass is smaller now than it was when I was in High School,
I still LOVE camping, making love under the stars...

 and GREAT MUSIC 

Sooooooo
just like when I was a KID ~
         i wish,            I wish,  I WISH
 i was going to this:

but it is like $400 just for tickets {really $275}, if they do not sell out in 3hrs like they did last year {even though it 2 weekend this time & i might have a few friends, that have a few friends that can...., possibly...., maybe....} and THIS years line up is ONE of the MOST amazing EVER!!!! {and THAT is sayin sumthin')... and
YES I am pouting while I type THIS!!!
But on thing is for sure-
 if YOU - I am - ANY of us are lucky enough to GET to GO...
You cannot PICK a BAD night...
You just can't!!!! it's impossible!

but alas I will have to enjoy Starfucker tomorrow night, as I finally got my ticket today
it will take some of the sting away, at least for the time I am at the show!

waaaaa! waa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I wanna Go to Coachella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stomp! stomp!!! STOMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hence my O.G. question: Do we ever really grow Up?

answer: "nah, I don't think so!"