I had a wonderful afternoon...
felt like utter shit this morning from drinking waaayy too much last night
so I nursed a hangover until about 3:00 this afternoon..
catching them and doing a lot of laughing in between ALL oh all while listening to some great tunes and watching my dog go crazy running and playing~ she had such a blast ...{and yes I am that corny that I get enjoyment from my dog having a good day!}
Bruce ran some poor little kid on his brand new bike w/training wheels away... dick! LOL
the sun was out, it was warm like a spring day {already!!!}
it was the Perfect cure for my hangover ... i needed the Vitamin E i think!!
then we came home...CeCe went to sleep, I ate some viddle for the 1st time today - was finally hungry and took a shower
... was supposed to go out with some friends in Phx but after I got out of shower an Old friend asked to go out here in Scottsdale...someone I dated once a few months ago but really just did not click because he just isn't "real"... too showy -- too fresh but NOT clean -- {sorry, not feeling witty tonight so I apologize for the lack luster description} lets just say I
went against my better judgment..
canceled on my o.g. plans and was SUPPOSED to meet up with DK in Scottsdale.... fast forward to him failing to contact me until 10:45pm!??!?!??! {he originally asked me to be ready by 9} and somehow still thought I'd be into meeting up?
WTF?!?!??!??!!!!!!
are u serious? barring him getting into an accident, running out of gas etc etc who does that? oh yes he does...
my "bad"
as I sent the bad energy out by canceling last minute on my Friends...
served me right I guess
got un-dressed..
listened to more Polica, my NEW obsession
washed off the war paint, and am now wrapped up in a blanket snuggling my awesome dog and kitty...watching movies as I blog and poke some smot
not as bad of an end to the evening than masturbating Dick Heads ego all nite!!!
I am better than that and have more substance to me, I can handle another nite alone in bed...
better than being alone WITH someone in your bed! {been there done that and WILL not do it again!!} at least IF i have to so anything about it any way...
i leave you now as the wind is literally howling outside
I snuggle into my dignity and enjoy the warmth from within
i know that it is decisions like these, nites like these... that make me a better person for the one I have still yet to enjoy ... share ...
my joys, hopes, dreams and soul with...
the impossible is always possible... I am coming to learn, in this world...
P.S... WAy to GO Hosani!!!!!
nighty night...


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