I'm back from doing my extra push ups & still have 3 things to figure out...

okay here's the deal...

I know there is world hunger, poverty (hello soon may be my ass on your TV @ 3am cowering in a dark doorway with tin cup in hand...), no 2 state solution yet and the Darfur / Congo conflict is far from over .... but I have some pressing issues at the moment and they are as follows:

1st Dating SUCKS!!! I had a date Sunday night - sorta went well ... i did what I was supposed to - I smiled endlessly, I didn't get too deep into anything, I didn't talk politics, god or really about anything of interest to me other than him and don't get me wrong at times that was interesting enough but other times...

I tried to get lost in the moment - their were wonderful things about the evening as for the most part he was a total gentleman - Thank the gods, as this is not always the case, and that ruins the night all on it's own ...

He made dancing fun, as he is Free Spirited like that, which I love because I tend to have to have the dance forced out of me but he is also very tall (6'4") which I absolutely LOVE because it makes me feel like such a girl, sexy... as I am just shy of 6ft and in heels, which I do love to wear, I can be a bit tall for most, hence when I find a tall drink of water - I drink.

speed forward, as I am a lady.... {batting my big brown eyes}

when we touched base the next day, via text...which unbeknown-st to him but painfully known to ME,I am TEXT inept! I do not know how to text and be coy, or witty or smart or what ever you are supposed to be when you you 1st start dating someone and you are trying to give away as little information about yourself and end up eitehr giving away the farm or looking like more of an than you really are!!! (I did the latter!!!! if you are interested)

TEXTING, fucking texting...

okay 2nd thing

Halloween Costume... technically I should be out on the streets NOW as i blog because I NEED at least 2 costumes... I have total social anxiety as it is so you would think I would be excited to hide behind a mask but so far I have been unable to come up with something and i REALLY should go to this party tonight and the one on Monday...I need to implement the little chu chu that can voice, "I think I can, I think I can..." 

I just feel I may be on the cusp of not being able to retain what little dignity, i may still have, if I show up as a "Sexy" Kitty, Nurse, Fairy etc etc....

3rd thing

I have yet another date on Sat...and this IS someone I do find quite interesting and I hope he does not fuck that up by be getting to know him better...sans TEXTING!!!

See Ya!