today was a WTF day...

get a grip Me....

I spent too much time plucking gray hairs and worrying about the chicken neck my Mom has and that I feel looms in the distance for me, no please noooooooooo...

Halloween Costumes- 2 of them i need -- I feel I am too old to have to figure out what "hip" or let's face it ladies - the pressure of coming up with a sexiest "what ever" you know Sexy Nurse, Or Sexy Fire Woman , or Sexy Cat etc etc .... but then you get to the party and YOU really DO look like a stick in the mud, if you do NOT dress up... it's a no win situation so i may as well stop bitching and figure out a costume to hide behind right ?!?!?

 ... maybe I will go as Pat from SNL!!! but will anyone know who that is & then I am stuck explaining my costume all night argghhggghhhh  see ?!?!

Fuck it ... I'm gonna pour myself a glass of wine,  do my exercises and ponder, any suggestions?